I just feel like ending everything.

I see the light at the end But every time I take a step, it gets dim Tell me is this hell we’re livin in? If so, heaven’s got to be better But if we’re hellbound, whatever, let’s go down

I tried so hard, can’t seem to get away from misery, Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets, It Ain’t my fault cause I, try to get away but trouble follows me, And still I try so hard, hopin one day they’ll come and rescue me,

Now ya pride in the way, but ya pride is the way
You could fuck around, get shot, die anyday

‘Til then I go away, very far away To another universe where all people say Its a new, new place for the special to embrace Like a Martian you seein’ it wandered out the place

Some days i sit, staring out the window Watchin’ this world pass me by Sometimes i think theres nothing to live for I almost break down and cry

Somtimes i think i’m crazy I’m crazy, oh so crazy Why am i here, am i just wasting my time?

‘I wish that when I was younger I could have met my current self. We would have sat down at a coffee shop so that I could explain life to young me in terms that only we would understand. It would have saved me a lot of hardship.’ -John Mayer

I Get Lonely Too